You stupid bastard!—is it
ok to say that now? After the
platitudes of your obsequies?
May I rail at you like I did by that
crossroads, ticking you off for being
uncommunicative? Well, you aren’t being
much better now, are you? And
who knew you had such
bad taste in music? Who knew you
sat in this old church and wept?
Who knew you had so many friends
except those who knew you.
Love is a great tumulus,
at its heart buried the
moment of meeting, the
first fire, perhaps sulphurous,
perhaps a fizzle that needed
breath to make it catch, perhaps now
just charcoal and dust, but
still surrounded by
life’s offerings.
I
The patterns of the draining sand look
just like the paving of my garden a
few million years ago.
ii
French mothers no longer wear well
–what happened?—while their
nubile daughters blow about the beach like
fragments of a shattered
warning sign.
III
Brown is the new beige, all those
factors factored out in the
vitaminising Sun.
iV
I am lost on this beach,
Friday’s footprints buried beneath
Saturday’s stampede.
V
Nevertheless, I will always return
like the waves, always the same,
like the waves, always different,
like the waves, always inexplicable.
The street is like a stage-set,
waiting for people, cars, a cat even
waiting for someone to shout
“Action!”.